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Sunday, October 3, 2010
Because you kinda ruined everything.
I guess I'm back to blogging.
Well, not wholeheartedly though
just that today, I really need somewhere to pen down my thoughts.
Everyone knows I have some serious skin problems
and it's really getting on my nerves.
I can't take it anymore and I can breakdown any moment.
Gave dance a missed today because my rash is in it's worse condition (Well, I hope this is the worse already. How much worse can it get?)
You know, with this rash, I can't do a lot of things
I can't sweat, which means I can't dance or sun-tan (I want to be darker!)
I can't wear shorts out, which means I can only be in jeans (WHICH GIRL DOESN'T WEAR SHORTS? ME.)
& when I say jeans, I meant skinny jeans and that sticks to my skin = sticks my rash = PAIN.
I can't wear any other jeans, I'll just look ... wrong?
I only wear shorts at home and when I'm outside around my house area to get something
just by going downstairs in shorts, I get stares every time and I mean EVERYTIME
It's really sickening ya' know. People even avoid me, thinking that it'll spread or anything (this actually happened today when I was getting my medicine)
I can't swim because i'm allergic to chlorine.
It'll always be painful when I walk, therefore it makes my mood goes down which makes me feel like staying home all the time (meaning it makes me don't feel like going out which I would love to if it doesn't hurt that much, if you get what I mean)
I always have a hard time sleeping because my rash would just stick to the bed sheet.
(It's like a very sticky scotch tape sticking to your skin, then when you peel it off, it'll be damn painful. THATS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL, MAYBE EVEN WORSE)
sometimes my rash will have some black fibers stuck to it, and it's really ugly.
I really really just wished I had normal skin condition like everyone else.
It's really painstaking at times, seeing my skin like this.
Nobody knows how I feel and I really meant nobody!
Unless your rash is as worse as mine, which I really doubt so at all.
How how how?
How am I able to commit to dance when my rash is preventing me to do so.
especially when there's an exam coming up! >:
I feel like I'm letting my group down if I don't turn up for practices like today
but I really had no choice.
I can't even sweat, but I still dance. Maybe that's why my rash gets worse each day
Not that dance is the fault that's causing my rash to get worse, but .. how am I suppose to dance when I really am engrossed in it and with my rash like this?
Sunday, June 6, 2010
I really got to change my habit.
I have to stop lazing around and start doing my work!
I still have yet to revise my BizSW and do my EffWS's blogging (which was actually due last friday)
How much lazier can I get?!
I seriously hate it when I can't start doing things that I'm suppose to do.
Shut your eyes and feel the chemicals collide!