He says you're beautiful tonight ♥

2010-10-03T22:29:00.000-07:00

Because you kinda ruined everything.

I guess I'm back to blogging.

Well, not wholeheartedly though

just that today, I really need somewhere to pen down my thoughts.

Everyone knows I have some serious skin problems

and it's really getting on my nerves.

I can't take it anymore and I can breakdown any moment.

Gave dance a missed today because my rash is in it's worse condition (Well, I hope this is the worse already. How much worse can it get?)

You know, with this rash, I can't do a lot of things

I can't sweat, which means I can't dance or sun-tan (I want to be darker!)

I can't wear shorts out, which means I can only be in jeans (WHICH GIRL DOESN'T WEAR SHORTS? ME.)

& when I say jeans, I meant skinny jeans and that sticks to my skin = sticks my rash = PAIN.

I can't wear any other jeans, I'll just look ... wrong?

I only wear shorts at home and when I'm outside around my house area to get something

just by going downstairs in shorts, I get stares every time and I mean EVERYTIME

It's really sickening ya' know. People even avoid me, thinking that it'll spread or anything (this actually happened today when I was getting my medicine)

I can't swim because i'm allergic to chlorine.

It'll always be painful when I walk, therefore it makes my mood goes down which makes me feel like staying home all the time (meaning it makes me don't feel like going out which I would love to if it doesn't hurt that much, if you get what I mean)

I always have a hard time sleeping because my rash would just stick to the bed sheet.

(It's like a very sticky scotch tape sticking to your skin, then when you peel it off, it'll be damn painful. THATS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL, MAYBE EVEN WORSE)

sometimes my rash will have some black fibers stuck to it, and it's really ugly.

I really really just wished I had normal skin condition like everyone else.

It's really painstaking at times, seeing my skin like this.

Nobody knows how I feel and I really meant nobody!

Unless your rash is as worse as mine, which I really doubt so at all.

How how how?

How am I able to commit to dance when my rash is preventing me to do so.

especially when there's an exam coming up! >:

I feel like I'm letting my group down if I don't turn up for practices like today

but I really had no choice.

I can't even sweat, but I still dance. Maybe that's why my rash gets worse each day

Not that dance is the fault that's causing my rash to get worse, but .. how am I suppose to dance when I really am engrossed in it and with my rash like this?

2010-06-06T07:02:00.001-07:00

I really got to change my habit.
I have to stop lazing around and start doing my work!
I still have yet to revise my BizSW and do my EffWS's blogging (which was actually due last friday)
How much lazier can I get?!
I seriously hate it when I can't start doing things that I'm suppose to do.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

2010-06-05T10:07:00.000-07:00

Heyyyyyyya! It has been really long since I last posted, I know.
So I'm here to revive my blog! Since so many people have been asking me to.
Anyway! Remember I said I didn't get into Foreign Bodies?
Well, i went for another try out, and I GOT IN! Yay, praise the lord.
So the day before yesterday, it was the first official training, and guess what?
We did strenuous stretching, like attempting to do split while we bend down
and a lot more, which resulted in aching muscles.
And, the seniors even prank us! Said that it was a secret audition, and only 5 was selected
everyone believed, and some even cried!
In the end, it was all a joke. No wonder something smells fishy! HAHAHA.

Oh, and for the past Wednesdays and Fridays, we have been playing basketball/badminton!
Damn fun! :D
This week, we had 4 tests! And we're finally done with it
leaving two more for the following week.
That's all about it! I shall blog again, if I'm not busy. :D

2010-05-10T07:03:00.000-07:00

Okay, so maybe mission-to-be-antisocial failed.
I actually was kind of quiet in the morning, but after BizSW, I started talking
Sigh, I'm so tired of life. Tired of everything.
The hectic schedule makes me feel even worse!
AND WHO ON EARTH SAYS THAT TERTIARY LIFE WAS EASY?!
Not at all okay! Plus, even on the first week of school, I already felt the stress
maybe I just wasn't used to it.
GPA 3.7, GPA 3.7! GO GO GO! I KNOW I CAN DO IT! :D
Thank God I don't have to report to school tomorrow at 8am
cause Badri isn't free, and he has already made makeup sessions.
I'm so tired right now! AND IT'S ONLY 10PM OK!
I've lots of assignments that I haven't done yet, and I'm still not doing it.
HOW! ):

2010-05-09T02:53:00.000-07:00

My blog is dead.
Nobody cares, so why should i?

Damn fucking pissed off right now.
I shall be anti-social from today onwards -.-

2010-04-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

Sigh! Today wasn't a very good day.
Heard about things that i actually didn't wish to hear, and it was so unexpected!
I felt so down and demoralized.
This is already the second time that the same thing had happened,
just that it involved different people.
Maybe it just isn't my thing to ____________. ):

Mine is sinking.
No, mine is shattered into pieces already, sigh.
P/S: Sorry, but when I'm feeling down, I'll really get emotional :/
AND WHY NO ONE TAG ME ONE. MY TAGBOARD IS SO DEAD, JUST LIKE ME ):

2010-04-24T23:04:00.000-07:00

Today is Sunday! So there will be school tomorrow ):
but never mind, for the sake of my friends! Heehee.
Am suppose to be out with YongQing, but postponed it cuz of my rashes!
It's really in a bad condition naoz, and i can't stand it anymore, again.
but i do know that God will eventually heal it, it's just takes time, right? :D
So yesterday was Saturday, went for service as usual
sermon was awesome! it felt like Dr. Kim was talking to me, ya' know?
about the laziness, and wasting talents.
AHHAHA! So fellowship at Tampines, and home sweet home!

OMG, YOU MAKE ME GO GAGA OVER YOU!
I don't know why, but whenever i see you (which i seldom do), I'll blush
you make my heart go thump thump thump.
You're so cuteeeeeeeeeee! Ah, *Meltz*!

2010-04-21T04:09:00.000-07:00

I'm back!
It has been long since i did a proper post, right?
Anyway, please do not bother about the spam.
if he/she wants to continue, then let them do it, why care so much about those brainless people?
Haha! I guess they just want to irritate me, but it's not working anyway, aw.
Ok, skip that, let's go on to what had happened recently!
As you know, school for Tertiary students has started and i really love my class ♥
orientation was damn fun, and met lots of new friends!
MK1003 ROCKS! \m/
We're really bonded together ya' know, though we're now in cliques.
School is tiring, yet fun. Tutorials/Lectures kind of started for some.
Statistics theory is really killing me man! It's so confusing, and it's consist of AMATHS!
so far, all the teachers are friendly and hilarious, except for one or two.
Had club crawl (cca fair) today!
still deciding whether to join Foreign bodies, Photography, Makeup Artiste, NYAA or Student Union?
I really like to get into Foreign bodies, but there's Audition which seems to be damn hard to pass
and I'm really afraid that it'll occupy most of my time, and that I can't cope with my studies ):
While NYAA and Student Union is just to see some eyecandy. AHHAHAHA!
(I'm just kidding!)

Shall end here, since it's already super long for a post.
Goodbye readers!

2010-04-08T11:58:00.000-07:00

It's pretty saddening when there's people in this world who are hypocrites
I mean, why is there a need to pretend?
Well, people get in and out of our lives and we can't do anything about it.
I really miss those ol' friends i used to hang out with,
people like Chuanming& co, Yvonne, Yanfang and many more.

I guess this is life. ♥

2010-04-04T10:16:00.000-07:00

What's the point?
I'm never going to get that smile back.
No matter how hard i try, it's still gonna remain the same
I'm just faking it everyday.
I'm just lying to myself.

♥

2010-04-02T06:03:00.000-07:00

So yesterday was Henglee's birthday and we went to ECP to celebrate
His honey held a BBQ birthday party for him.
there was a lot of people whom i do not know, but nevertheless, made friends with them!
To tell you the truth, it was boring at first, but as things settled down, it was damn fun.
Oh, and i forgot to mention, the moon was very round, and orange-y.
A very very picturesque moment, and a time to enjoy the scenery with such wonderful breeze.
It's really awesome! I tried taking photos, but couldn't capture it.
I swear it's so much better in real life.
BBQ-ed till 12am, then sat at the beach, enjoying the breeze/scenery.
Talked to one of the guys, named Jonathan and he really shared how life is all about
and i really enjoyed listening because i learn about things.
It's something like a heart to heart talk about relationships (:
We then headed back to the pit, and pack up as it was drizzling.
around 4am, Henglee went back home while i continue hanging out with his friends
we settle down somewhere, and talked to each other
The guys were damn hilarious, and i laughed like hell! They're so funny.
Cabbed home at around 630am, and slept when i reached home
Anyway, have to thank one of Henglee's friend, named Jerrold for sending me home and paying the cab fare (:

So i was out for the whole day, from 5pm to 7am in the morning.
& I actually witness the moon move from my left to my right as time goes by!

The orange full moon!
(Wish that i brought my DSLR along ):)

This was taken during B&J free cone day
the sunset is sooooo beautiful, aye?

11 More days, not excited at all.

2010-04-02T05:15:00.000-07:00

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY WONDERFUL BRO!♥
Your life is a joke man! Haha. (*inside joke*)

You're sixteen already, so your mindset has to be more mature ok.
People usually say that guys who are 16, has a mind of a 14
and you said that it isn't true, so prove me wrong!
Stop being emotional, and stop doing foolish things like slashing/ punching the wall
because you know that it isn't gonna help.
Like what I've said, be more mature, think otherwise.
You know, I'm really glad to have a brother like you (not real blood, of course)
we share things with each other, have heart to heart talks and i really appreciate that.
& Not that i want to mention this, but please please please do forget about her
because you know that the past is the past, and that there's no way that time will rewind back
No matter how much you yearn for her return, she's not coming back.
Now that you've a girlfriend, you should seriously appreciate her, though she's always MIA-ing from you.
You know whenever you need someone, I'll be there for you, at least i will try.
though I'm not very good at comforting or giving advices, I'm still a phone call/sms away
I promise you I'll try harder to forget about someone, so must you promise me that you'll forget about her.
I know it's hard, but we'll be there for each other, ok?
Stay strong! That's what we're gonna do.
Really hope that you enjoyed your birthday, and the BBQ that your honey held for you.
& One last thing, I'll always love you as my lil' brother alright. (:

With appreciation/lots of love,
your sister.

FYI, I CAN'T BELIEVE I SAID SUCH MUSHY THINGS.
MY FIRST TIME OK, SO DON'T TAKE IT FOR GRANTED HOR! HEEHEE.
& i must emphasize on the lil' brother, in case people get the wrong idea -.-

2010-03-31T10:21:00.000-07:00

12 more days!
I guess this will be the 'best' advanced birthday present from you.

Fake a smile

2010-03-30T10:04:00.000-07:00

Hi stalkers.
Went out today to Marina Barrage for a picnic session!
There was Meimun, WendyFaith& Peichuan! (Future NYP Marketing students (:)
I brought sandwiches that I've prepared but didn't finish it in the end D:
Took a lot of photos, and we started bonding.
the trip was very fruitful though it rained (but still, there was shelter)
hopefully the others didn't feel bored, haha!
Later we went Marina Square to play pool while WendyFaith went home.
taught Meimun to play pool too!
Played a game in the arcade, and went shopping
then homed! really enjoyed the day w/ them ^^

Will upload the photos, maybe tmrw?
gonna meetup ol' friends to play bball again!

2010-03-29T11:11:00.000-07:00

Since I've got nothing to do right now, i shall blog about the 3d2n chalet.

DAY 1
Met Chiuwen and Wess, then walked to downtown east
went to find the others at the bowling alley
took a lot of photos, and even webcam with Janson's laptop.
Most people arrived, then went to have our lunch/dinner @ Newyorkx2
After that, off to the arcade,
the guys played and we girls sat there watching (Damn boring)
Headed to the chalet, and surprisingly found out that the room is fucking small.
some complained and some wasn't satisfied.
Settled down, and some played cards, watched tv and even used their laptops.
Ivan came to join us for awhile..
THERE WAS A LOT OF LAUGHING! because of the jokes that Ivan made
it's damn damn damn funny ok! I even have photos.
Blah blah blah, and we slept till the next afternoon. (Some went home)

DAY 2
Woke up and went for lunch.
slacked awhile then had BBQ!
There was so much food that we couldn't finish.
the best part about BBQ-ing is about the MARSHMALLOWS :D
Later, we went to have a swim!
Jasmine and I didn't have our proper attire, so we wore a shirt and shorts.
We weren't suppose to go down to the pool, but eventually sneaked in
because we actually saw some women going down with improper attire too!
Swam back and fro (The breath of the pool, not the length), then got called by the lifeguard
and was told to get out of the pool.
Was pretty sad, but at least we went down and swam for awhile (:
went back to the room, and took a shower
then slacked, and decided to go play pool ..
In the end, didn't had the chance to, because they said they couldn't open anymore tables
(We were too late. But the door there actually said it'll close at 1am when it's only 12+)
The guys then went to lan, and i went for bowling with Jasmine, Lewis, Gary& Jiahao.
had fun, then went back to chalet but didn't have to 'key' (which is a card) to open the door
so we played cards outside and wait for the guys to come back from lan
Slept till the next day and went home.

Day 3
Justin's dad drove me to Paya lebar MRT, and the rest to Aljunied.
took the train back and immediately slept.
So the day passed ..

-

Today, stayed home
then went out at night to 1o8.
It's been long since i went Aljunied, & i really miss those times (:
Played basketball until the lights were out
then sat there and chit-chat, soon decided to go to Mcdonalds.
Took photos, talked and played TapTap.
Others went home while i went to Henglee's house to get a Pinic mat and speaker.
used his computer, took photos then cabbed back home.
Best bro in the world man! Cuz he couldn't send me home, so he paid for my cab fee (:
Anyw, will be heading to Marina Barrage for a picnic session w/ future course mates
pretty sad that Vesha couldn't join us D:
But still very excited! Because I'm finally gonna meet WendyFaith! ^^

2010-03-29T10:15:00.001-07:00

Well, fucking forget it.
I know you've blocked me.
I don't want to care anymore, you're such a bitch.

Fuck you _|_.

2010-03-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

Hi, life hasn't been that great.
MY MUM FUCKING KEPT BLAMING MEEEEEEEE!
The first time, when i was baking before going to chalet, my mum shouted at me
she said i didn't care about my brother, and got nothing better to do
(She thinks that I'm wasting my time on baking rather than worrying about my brother)
Like wth, who said i didn't care about him?!
When he caught up in the accident, who cried so hard? ME.
Who was the one that kept praying? ME.
You just didn't know HOW MUCH I CARED FOR HIM.
if i was the one whose caught up in the accident, i bet you and him wouldn't even care much.
even if you do, so what?!
Korkor is always the apple of your eye
Now when I'm back from chalet, i went to sleep
then when i woke up, you kpkb me, and say that i can't wake up and go visit him.
Do you know that these few words really broke my heart?!
now that I'm crying, you don't even know.
And if you know, i bet you'll shout at me and say 'You cry for what?! ...'
YOU KNOW I ALWAYS CRY EASILY, EVEN IF YOU JUST NAG AT ME, BUT WHY DO YOU HAVE TO FUCKING DO THIS?!
You're sick, and i was worried about you. I bet you didn't even know.
Usually when someone is back from chalet, they'll confirm feel very tired ..
so if i went to sleep, IS THERE ANY WRONG?!
Even when i was at chalet, i kept thinking how is korkor right now and so on.
You really never knew how much i cared, seriously. Urgh, FML!

YES, THIS IS YOU WHEN YOU'RE BEING UNREASONABLE.

Shall blog about class chalet soon
don't have the mood right now -.-

2010-03-25T11:20:00.000-07:00

(Luv you readers!)

Hi people! How's life?
Accompanied Jasmine today to configure her laptop.
we had to wait for 4 hours, and that's really long
so we went to buy necessities for baking cupcakes (:
walked around, blahblahblah, then homed.
Oh, I'll be off to a 3D2N chalet, so i don't think I'll be online/blogging
AND LO PEICHUAN ISN'T GOING, WHICH IS SOOOOOOO SAD LEH!! :/
WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS SO BUSY PC?!
& she don't want send me photos that we took on free cone day! Meowz ):

2010-03-23T11:15:00.000-07:00

Broke down
Sorry, I know I'm foolish, but I'm just too emotional.

2010-03-23T08:59:00.000-07:00

Hi! I'm currently webcamming with Peichuan! :D
Anyw, went for FREE CONE DAY today with Jasmine!
the queue was long though we reached at 12pm.
After we got our Ice cream, went to Bugis to shop! Got my remaining pay from my boss
and you know what?! I spent it all in a day. How awesome? -.-
Bought a total of 2 dresses, satisfied :D
halfway while shopping, Peichuan came to join us.
Blahblahblah, then headed to Dhoby ghaut w/ Peichuan to meet Kokchun
queued for free cone again.
I'M NOT GREEDY OK! Just that i have to accompany them -.-
Got our cones, then walked to funan to find my laptop's screen protector
wanted to have dinner at Astons, BUT LO PEICHUAN HAS TO GO TO HER BF HOUSE TO EAT DINNER -.- !$@$#@$
But in the end, i still had Astons for dinner because i 'ta bao' from my house nearby!
(If you've heard, KALLANG HAS ASTONS!! HEEHEE)

Luv my wallpaper& the cute icons i got! :D

2010-03-22T08:24:00.001-07:00

(one of the cookies that i baked (:)

Collected my laptop today, currently charging.
Can't wait to use it! (:
I think my mum damn cute ley!
Today, we were late for collecting my laptop, then my mum was being unreasonable
she went to give me attitude, then blame me for not knowing whether they close at 4 or not
and say that it's a basic 'knowledge' to know or something like that.
Then i was like WTF! !#!@%@^
when we collected it, she offered to carry the laptop and some other stuffs (it was heavy)
but then i declined it, and yet she snatch it away from me!
I felt bad, so i wanted to take it back and help her, but to no avail.
She's damn sweet lor! But then, unreasonable at times -.-

Anyw, went to watch 'Just another Pandora's box' with the cellgroup on Saturday after service.
It's super hilarious!
& you know what? I laugh halfway, then don't want laugh already.
Was super tired lah!

P/S: This post is a bit side track, so plz ignore. Haha!

2010-03-19T07:20:00.000-07:00

My missions:
to sleep early everyday, before 12am strikes
to drink plenty of plain water
to remember to eat my medicine regularly

that's all!
I really need my rash to get better because it's really painful
and it's uglyly seeking people's attention ):
it gets worse each day, and I really hate that.
It just makes me want to stay home and never get out of the house
I can't wear skinnys(tight fit/body hugging pants) or covered shoes because my rash tends to stick to them
Gah! I have to wear baggy/flare jeans which looks ugly!! Ah ):

2010-03-18T09:35:00.000-07:00

Hai! (Hi), I'm back with the photos that I promised.
But before, I'm gonna do some blogging first (:
received a call, and I'm getting my laptop on Monday!
Yay, this means webcam-ing time baby!
Gonna bake cookies tmrw(or rather later) w/ Yanying twin.
Vanilla Butter cookies sounds good? (:
guess I'm gonna bring some to service on Saturday.

Anyway, here we go, the photos:

2010-03-16T09:00:00.000-07:00

Headed to NYP to pass my enrollment documents.
then met Peichuan and Jasmine at FarEast for some shopping
I only bought a top, and I'm sooooooo broke already!
Spend money on food, cab, and mrt fare.
AH, I HATE ADULT FARES! IT SUCKS TTM!!
We took a lot of photos, not all are with me, so I'll upload them when i received it

Bye, readers.

2010-03-15T11:43:00.001-07:00

Watched Alice in wonderland today!
THE MOVIE WAS BORING, VERY BORING!
I wasted my money ok, meowz ):
I'm officially broke! My bank account is depleting.
after that, rushed for service which was awesome :D

Gonna handle my enrollment things later, and pass it to NYP tmrw.
before that gonna visit the Chinese Physician again!
For no reason, I'm feeling kind of down right now, sigh.

2010-03-14T06:47:00.000-07:00

I FEEL LIKE DYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, THE BOREDOM KILLS.

This feeling makes me suffocate like hell
and now, I'm currently having a headacheeeeeeee >:/

2010-03-14T04:11:00.000-07:00

♥

Heehee, you're awesomeeeeeeeee! ^^
iie am sho boredzxz rite naoz nnd iie luv twiiting worhzxz!
OMG, EEEEEEEEEEEEEE. HAHAHA
Ok, i'm abit crazy right now, heh.
gonna have extra service tomorrow, especially for youths only!
Cool! Gonna have a wonderful and anointing(?) sermon.
Might watch Alice in the Wonderland before that, egg-cited
but some reviews said that it isn't that good, mhm.
If not, will be heading to NYP alone to pass my enrollment documents?

I have the urge to bake rainbow cupcakes!
But next week, not everyone will be attending service ):
& TWIN! WHEN YOU WANT TO BAKE COOKIES?!
We shall do it next next week? :D

2010-03-12T06:19:00.000-08:00

Guess what? I cut my hair today.
And, it sucks! It looks fucking ugly ttm ):
they cut my fringe like bangs, and cut my hair shorter when i didn't ask them to.
Now i look like some XMM! Grr.
It's worse than the bangs i used to have during school days ):
Well, my hair will still grow back, right? Sigh.

My new haircut:
(The photos doesn't do justice, it actually looks uglier in real life)

2010-03-11T09:12:00.000-08:00

I did the same thing again!
Went to Facebook and find my coursemates through NYP fan page
and yes indeed, i met wonderful people, again :D
There's this girl, her name is Wendy Faith Tang (her name is way cool!)
we have a lot of things in common, and she's really awesome
I'm really glad that I'm able to meet her (:
Hopefully we'll be in the same class! We'll get along so well, ya' know! Haha
& i just realized, i can't seem to find any guys in our course..
maybe NYP's marketing will be full of girls only, haha!
It has it's advantages and disadvantages though.

We didn't seem to have any topics to talk about anymore, ha?

2010-03-10T22:40:00.000-08:00

DREADING NYP'S LIFE.
Yea, that says it all!
Received their enrollment package, and it's full of words, especially the student handbook
it looks sooooooooooo boring, urgh!

-
Sickening leh, the enrollment procedures is so troublesome
unlike RP's one ):
We still have to go to the ATM to register for Ibanking, then transfer the fees to NYP -.-
why can't they just have the credit card payment one?!
We also have to do a medical checkup and send it to them.
Oh& about the Ez-link card, we still have to go to the TransitLink Office to do it ourselves!
THIS SPELLS TROUBLESOMEEEEEEEEEE!

I've still got alot to understand about the procedures..
PEICHUAN, HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE LEH! ):

2010-03-10T01:15:00.000-08:00

Blogging through iPod touch right naoz. Lazy to on the computer. Ah, the hassle.
Anyw, asked RP and they said it'll take at least three working days for the withdrawal to process
you know, I really wished it would not be successful.
I know it's pretty contradicting, but after meeting people who is in the same course as me in RP, my perspective change.
It actually seems that I'm already welcomed to that DBA family.
And yet at this point of time, things started changing.
I know I'm no longer gonna meet those wonderful friends that I'm gonna be with if I entered DBA
and I still can't bare to 'leave' them, in that sense.
Ah, I seem to be talking nonsense but you get the drill right?
This sucks, and I don't feel happy or excited towards poly life anymore.
Now, I'm gonna be in a course/class full of strangers (except Peichuan)
but I still gonna meet new friends right? And it wouldn't be that bad.
I wonder whether the people there are friendly or maybe, arrogant.
Ah, when time comes, I'll eventually know.

You know, sometimes my brother can be very ignorant.
I'm his sister, and whatever I don't know what to do or stuffs like that, he's suppose to teach/help me.
But most of the time, he'll just talk to me in a rude manner.
HEY! I know I'm dumb, but I'm just asking you to repeat once more, and you'll get pissed off
I really have a major stm, and forget things easily in seconds, so why can't you just tell me nicely?
And you know I'll cry easily, even if you just nag at me, then why can't you just stop it?!
Yesterday, mummy and I only asked you to help call RP while I call NYP to settle my enrolment and yet you said we gave you alot of trouble that day ..
You're injured, and have all the time at home to do your things, and we only used a few minutes of your time, and you actually blamed us?
You're always the apple of mummy's eye ya' know? Sigh

2010-03-09T09:02:00.000-08:00

Oh ya, i forgot to complain about today -.-
when i went to RP to purchase the laptop, they didn't have stocks left
i was like !#@%#$%!
They bloody hell expect us to come back RP 15 days later(the most) to collect it
it's so far to travel from the east to the north side ok!
& they requested us to pay a $20 deposit for the preorder..
My mum actually insisted on paying the full amount by credit card cause she don't have the time to come down with me again
but noooooooooo, they didn't allow because they don't have any invoice -.-
Oh, btw my mum actually embarrassed me infront of the whole counter ..
You know why? Because she actually said we'll take the display set as we can take it home straight away and don't have to come down again.
Like who the hell would get the display?! ESPECIALLY WHEN WE'RE GETTING LAPTOPS.
then the person said it wasn't applicable (THANK GOD)

& My mum even told the sales girl that we have a HP laptop at home
and the screen cracked, but still usable..
and said that i didn't want to use it for school and blamed me for that
LIKE WTH, WHO WOULD USE A LAPTOP THAT HAS A CRACKED SCREEN FOR SCHOOL?!
and I'm suppose to be in a IT course, which has alot of programming involved..
so how do you expect me to use that HP laptop?

MY MUM HAS PMS TODAY OK!
She can treat me nicely now, then reprimand me for no reason later.
urgh, sometimes my mum can be way too over-board.

2010-03-09T02:16:00.000-08:00

OMFG! GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYER.
NYP OFFERED ME A PLACE IN MARKETING!
Now, i don't know whether i should be happy or not ):
I was so excited to meet the friends i knew through Facebook
and now everything is gonna change.
I went through so many things to accept the fact that i'm getting into RP
then now they tell me I'll be enrolling in NYP.
Plus I've already submitted my enrollment stuffs, and paid the school fees
& even the deposit for the laptop in RP.
I bet we couldn't get a refund.. and my mum said it was okay

Sigh, but still, want to thank God for the opportunity (:

2010-03-08T10:05:00.000-08:00

Anyway, getting my lappy tomorrow!
I'm very excited indeed, because i can finally get to webcam with people!
The previous HP tablet lappy's screen cracked for quite some time
(My mum dropped it on the floor.. I think I've mentioned this before)
plus, it's webcam sucks, due to the exposure& stuffs.
So don't think I'm crazy by getting contented with just getting to webcam
(Plz rephrase that sentence, because it sounds wrong to me)
Haha! Some of you might just think "WTH, SHE GET NEW LAPTOP TO WEBCAM ONLY! WHY SO EXCITED?! Etc.."
Tskkkkkkkkkk, i got deprived 'childhood experience with webcam' lah!
Ok, that doesn't sound right either -.-
Anyway, gonna take passport size photo before going to RP.
hopefully I'll look good, and my BIG FAT CHUBBY SQUARE HEAD will look less hideous/obvious.

P/S: I can't believe I've posted 2 times for the day.. Maybe because I'm just bored?

-

I suddenly had a feeling that I'm still as childish as ever.
whenever i chance upon someone else's blog, I'll feel that they're way much better than me
and that they act more like an adult.
What about me, myself and I?
I'M SEVENTEEN, and i don't feel that i'm acting the way i should be.
what crush, what excitement, etc?! HELLO, NO ONE ACTS THIS WAY ANYMORE
GET OVER IT KIMBERLEY. FUCKING GET OVER IT YOU BITCH.

(Sorry, but I'm just not pleased with myself. Ignore that paragraph, don't even confront me. Thanks but no thanks.)

2010-03-08T08:38:00.000-08:00

OMG! Anyone remember this photo?!
Haha, it's god-damn awesome and rather cool! :D
I can't imagine all three of us, our heads were on the table. Haha!
I still remember sitting infront of the class, near the door, it's always so freaking hot!
because the fan is further away& there's no wind from the door, neither from the windows! ):
It's so sickening, ya' know?!
& i spot Aaron outside tha windowww~ (Am i correct?)
Haha, memories!
I sure do miss our class. Especially the funny Malay jokers -.-

Anyway, i went for work today!
when i reached, the shop wasn't opened by my boss mum yet! -.-
She was late, and yet I thought I'll be later than anyone leh.
& I ALMOST DIED ............................... OUT OF BOREDOM!
I was tending the bag shop, and there isn't much customers
(well, maybe because today is Monday)
Imagine working in there for the next few days?
I think I'll start rotting and never come back home again.
Oh, and did i mention the signal over there sucks like hell?!
I can't even send text messages or receive them like i do usually ):
This sucks! and my boss mum even told me I'll be tending the bag shop from now onwards!
PLEASE KILL ME RIGHT NAOZ. -.-

2010-03-07T09:18:00.000-08:00

Gah, I'm starting to Online shop again ):
Aw man! This can't be happening!
Because I need to save for Building Fund.

Anyw, I'm gonna work later
it's 1:20AM naoz, so i should go/am going to bed already!

2010-03-06T08:54:00.000-08:00

Naoz, I'm really excited for school to open.
Not that I've accepted the fact that I'm in RP, but because I'm gonna meet really awesome friends
which I've added them on Facebook.
And apparently, they are in the same course as me (:
hopefully we'll be in the same class too though.

Had service today, and we were told about the new building!
IT'S GONNA BE AT SUNTEC CONVECTION!
It'll only take around 15minutes to reach there from my house! Heehee.
& I'm so bored right naoz! ):
Anyw, remembered i got a Jansport bagpack long time ago?
now i see most people, from our school using it. -.-
Damn, i thought i'll be the only one .. Well, who cares! Haha.

ITCH ITCH ITCH ):

2010-03-05T05:13:00.000-08:00

If only you knew, how much you meant to me
and my feelings towards you.
If only you knew, what my heart must do for you.

Got nothing to do, so decided to blog.
Had a tiring day today, but still awesome, haha.
Oh, and i was suppose to work today but gave excuses, again!
I feel damn bad ya' know? ):
I always skip work, and my boss didn't seem to mind at all
(or maybe i just didn't knew) & this can't continue.
But i'm always so tired and exhausted after i wake up
then i end up giving work a miss.
Seriously, i don't feel like working at all
but there's ... BUILDING FUND! I need to save up alot.
I've decided to give $xxx, and i'll do it.
I just have to sleep early and wake up early, right? :/
but everytime i try to sleep early, i'll still end up sleeping late
because i'll roll on the bed for a very long time.

This sucks! :/

2010-03-04T09:52:00.000-08:00

I'm definitely gonna miss you.

Meowz, i'm bored!
I've been using the word 'meowz' -.-
and I guess i'm really the daughter of a cat.
RIGHT, MUMMYMEL? Haha.
Oh ya, before i went to meet Jasmine, i went to collect my Ipod Touch
& guess who i saw? MummyMel. HAHAHAHAH!
and, not only did i not get a replacement for my Ipod Touch, there were much more scratches on it, also a bigger bubble inside the screen guard
THEY ALSO UPDATE THE SOFTWARE TO 3.1.3, DAMN IT!
shouldn't have send it to Epicentre at first, now i'm regretting ):
Yea, serve me right for thinking that they'll replace a new one for me.

I feel like changing my blogskin again,
because nao i think the current one doesn't look nice, does it?
Give me some comments people!

2010-03-04T07:01:00.000-08:00

Every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you.

Today is such an awesome day! :D
Had dental in the afternoon, then met Jasmine for shopping at Orchard!
headed to far east and ate our lunch at TuttiFrutti (Malay stall)
then started our shopping spree!
Spend a total of $100+, and I'm officially broke
must restrain myself from spending already!!
Had our mini-dinner of XXL chicken& Fried mars bars w/ ice cream.
and it taste like heaven, seriously!
I really really enjoyed today, heeeeeeeee :D

We were just trying to act cute. HAHAHAHAH!

My hair smells nice! :D

2010-03-03T06:53:00.000-08:00

Have been out these few days!
& I'm really really exhausted.. Haha
So went Republic Polytechnic today, & I still can't accept the fact that i'll be there for 3years
Nao, i'm dreading to go schooooooool!
and you know what? Rp students start school on 15april -.-
while other Polytechnic starts on 19.
But then, our holidays come fasteeeeeeeeeeeer!

Heard that after 5weeks, there's gonna be like tests alr ):
hopefully i'll be able to understand what is going on
if not, i can really go bang the wall& die.

2010-03-02T04:47:00.000-08:00

Gave my blogskin a makeover, again.
AWEEEEEEEEESOME!
& people, plz do not be an idiot and leave without tagging, tyvm

2010-03-01T11:02:00.000-08:00

I'm fat and ugly, am i?
Sorrrrrrry but i have a very low self-esteem ):
I dislike my fat square face!
i feel that i look like a kid, and i wish i could look more mature
can my cheeks get less chubby or fats below my jaw when i smile disappear? ):
Gah, demoralizing much.
-

WHY AIN'T ANYONE TAGGING ME?!
I do update at times, but i don't see anyone commenting.
If it continues, i bet i'll remove the tagboard again and never replace it back
because i find it meaningless if it's there, so quiet and so dead.
& if no one tags, why must i update?
Might as well close down my blog right?! Haha.

2010-02-26T12:05:00.000-08:00

Checked out the DAE results for TP,
and mine failed, again. :/
Sigh, maybe it's really my destiny in getting into RP's Business Applications
but there's still one last chance, which is NYP's DAE posting.
Hopefully i'll really get in :/

I feel like crying..
because if i really get into RP, then i'll have a hard time finding a University in Singapore
not that i'm really able to make it but yea.
But it's not the end of the world right? ):
plus i have no interest in Business applications at all!
maybe i'll waste one year there, then appeal to another course :/
like maybe HHM or customer relationship and service management.
and you know what? I've made a mistake..
this year's cut off for business applications is 26 and not 24
which makes me feel worse. ):

2010-02-23T04:29:00.000-08:00

It's really such a headache when you lend people money,
because sometimes you wouldn't remember whether the person returned you or not
then you'll have to crack your brains and think back again.

Self reminder: NOT TO LEND PEOPLE MONEY ANYMORE! :D
even if in times of needs.
(Maybe this sounds like crapz to you, haha)

-

Well, as all of you should know, i've been sleeping late this few days
like the latest, 7am in the morning.
And i think i've completely turned into an Owl -.-
Oh, and i've been rotting at home! (Lazy to go to work)
but at least i'm going out tmrw to prepare something for someone
Boy oh boy, that someone is sureeeeeeeee lucky, hahaha!
(I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHY I EVEN SAID THAT)
hopefully that someone will be home and awake at 12am.

I'm sorry, but i think it's just a sudden infatuation :/

2010-02-18T12:21:00.000-08:00

:D
(because of certain reasons ..)

(T.T)
Because my body clock changed!
I've been sleeping at 5am in the morning -.-
& you know what? It's 430am now..

2010-02-18T08:52:00.000-08:00

It has been long! (Well, not really)
Anyway, the day before, went out with Henglee& his girlfriend.
P/S: I'm not a lightbulb okay! Because i actually asked him out only
(No, i don't mean that i mind her coming)
Watched Percy Jackson& the lightning thief!
I rate it 5/5, because it was simply awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
Percy Jackson is so hot, and major cute! :D
I just WISHED that he was mine, like who doesn't? Haha.
Ok, talking about idol-ism .. (Is there even such a word?) -.-

It was nice to meet his girlfriend. (:

-
There's just some people i miss .. like Twin!
WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN! :/
we got lotz to catch up you know! rar!

2010-02-13T03:21:00.000-08:00

Hey people! Currently at my grandfather's house, damn boredzxz.
Waiting for my cousins to come over.
Anyw, I can't stand someone's blog.
Gross! Ew, all those ac photos, omg!?
Not only do I feel this way, others like peichuan and the guys too
damn funny and disgusting! D:
I don't understand why my aunt would say I spend money on useless things -.-
is my ipod touch useless?!
I already used my own money to get it and not my mum's
ain't that good enough alr?! Zz

2010-02-11T10:13:00.000-08:00

Seems like this year's Chinese New Year& Valentines day isn't as forward looking as it used to.
Not only do I feel this way but some other people too.
It's been a long time since i blogged about what had happened recently, right?
so i shall stick to it today.

Woke up& went back to Secondary school for a visit.
The Indian security deserves to be slapped at his face!
when we were signing in, Eugene actually wrote both our contacts the same
(it was scorching hot, so he had to help me write instead)
Then the security actually told us off by telling us not to play, in a rude manner!
(we weren't even playing/being funny! -.-)
He should be fired! Since he had so many complains from other people
even people that isn't from our school (that's what MsJohnson told us)
Forget it, i shall carry on with what happened next ..
Played basketball in ISH while waiting for MsJohnson to be ready
met her and went to have dinner together!
Well, it was the guys' treat.
Continued playing basketball at 108 then went home!

I wonder why our class actually met up today instead of tomorrow
since there's CNY celebration.
Oh& did i mention i got my Ipod Touch?! :D
Yay me!! (No, i'm not showing off -.-)
but then, my money just flew away .. my hard earned money ):
Will be heading to NYP tmrw to pass my appeal letter, then to SI2 to get my Ipod Touch pouch, and then off to service! ^^

2010-02-09T08:18:00.000-08:00

Letting go wasn't easy.

Thinking of those past memories you guys had given me
guess i just didn't appreciate it, uh?
So why bother regretting now..
Seeing you guys individually again made me think of those memories, be it good or bad,
and feel like getting back to the past.
Why must i be so unlucky to meet you guys again?
in a place full of strangers.

Urgh!
No, it's not as simple as friendships

2010-02-09T06:11:00.000-08:00

Wtf? My mum says that i have to give my Grandfather part of my salary -.-
Where got such thing one?!
Doesn't the money goes to my parents instead?
What logic is this man.
Since when did my Grandfather even 'takecare' of us?

Stupid.

2010-01-31T03:45:00.000-08:00

Had an awesome time last night!
went to watch 'midnight' movie, The imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus, with some people
The movie suck. I bloody hell wasted $9.50 ):
But nevertheless, i enjoyed eating the Cheezy hot dogs in there.
Ton with Chuanshen till 4+am, then his mum(or rather his brother) fetch me home
We took tons of photos!

Today, my uncle& aunt came
we did pineapple tarts and love letters for CNY!
Hee, the pineapple tarts that my Uncle's wife& I made was awesome.

Anyway, my to-get-list:
Ipod Touch, 32GB; $470 - 2weeks of working
Canon S90, $700+ - 3weeks of working
Fujifilm instax, $100 (more/less) - 2days of working

Hectic!

2010-01-26T22:20:00.000-08:00

So what if i get _ points, which is not bad?
In the end, they fucking put me in RP - Business Applications
like wtf, it's cut off is 24 whereas i scored better.
What is wrong with MOE?! Urgh!

Better make my appeal successful
if not, the next day in the newspapers, you'll see 'One girl who didn't get into her desired course, though her cut off points is reasonable, committed suicide' as headlines -.-
Yes, this is how bad i'm feeling right now.

FML!

2010-01-21T09:31:00.000-08:00

Around 23 more days to CNY!
then we'll get red packets w/ lots of money *Blingbling*
(well, for my side, i don't think so ):)

Anyway, i need a haircut before that!
I want a new image.
I feel like highlighting my hair, but then someone says I'll look 'ahlian-ish'
maybe i should self-dye again to make my hair color more obvious.
Oh, and I'm gonna get my Ipod Touch soon!
Yes, with my own hard-earned money..
getting the 32Gb one (suggested by my brother)
Like that, the money for working 8days(plz rephrase this sentence, because it sounds wrong) will just fly away *heartpain*
but well, it's a good buy ain't it?
The main reason why i want to get it was because during CNY, i'll be bored at my cousin's or grandpa's, so it'll keep me company
plus i get to play games and listen to musics which will entertain me.
Yes, my handphone has musics and games, but the games are just so sucky& not fun at all.

I mean, you know, you'll understand. Haha

2010-01-21T00:12:00.000-08:00

These photos were taken during 31/12/09
There's alot more to go, but i'll just upload them to Facebook.
P/S: Huiying, if you want the photos, grab them from FB ok! (:

2010-01-21T00:07:00.000-08:00

I think my Grandfather is a bitch.
(I know i shouldn't be saying this, but i had enough)
Alwayz nagging and nagging, and 'blaming' me.
WHAT'S WRONG MAN!
You sound like i didn't even want to help my brother -.-
IF HE NEEDED ANYTHING, DIDN'T I HELP HIM?!
Plz lah, you're not at our house all the time, so don't spout rubbish ok!
FUCK.

I had to pour away excess waste from his urinal bottle
even though it's disgusting, i didn't even say a work ok!
You think you're the one that only cares for him?!
Urgh!

2010-01-17T20:45:00.000-08:00

Somethings to clarify ..

I do not like people to ask me to do things when they can do it themselves
I do not like people to ask me to ask someone certain things when they can ask it themselves
(What?! Do you take me as your servant? -.-)
I do not like going out, then halfway you get 'bored' or whatever shyt reason you'll give me
(Because like that, you'll make me moodless)
I do not like going out, then returning home early
(If you have things on, tell me earlier lah, don't make me excited for nth)
I do not like people to lie to me
(What is there to lie about? Can't you just speak the truth)
I do not like people to cancel our 'date' last minute
(Because usually i'll be excited, then if you last minute cancel, you'll make me fustrated)

P/S: I do not refer to anyone, but if you think you're the one i'm talking about, then you must have done something and feel guilty -.-

2010-01-15T11:45:00.001-08:00

My wardrobe is exploding! Plz help by supporting!
Luvs, ♥

Rosyfash.blogspot.com

2010-01-13T23:29:00.000-08:00

I shall share this with you guys,

(Click to enlarge)

Yes, these are my 12choices!
Supposedly all the courses that i chose at first were 15points and below
which is way below my cutoff.
So i went to amend it (meaning i had to pay another $10), and viola!
Not only JAE, i also did apply for JPSAE
it was a headache okay! had to think what to write for certain category.
Hopefully they'll accept my application!
because i really want to get into Accounting& Finance or Business/Logistic/Marketing
which is 11& 15 points respectively ):

Okay, enough of that, lets move on!
Took off today to do my JPSAE. I bet my boss is pissed off with me because i keep taking leave
and i actually called to ask if i can report for work at 1+pm today, then i end up not going!
Haha, i think I'm the worst employee she ever has/had
I shall upload the remaining photos since I'm using my computer right now
and SINCE SOMEONE ASKED ME WHY I DID NOT UPLOAD THE PHOTOS, right Mr. Kwek?
AHAHHAHA!

Caught in action!

AHHAHAHA, FUNNY.

I like the photo above! :D

SOMETHING SPECIAL:

For me!

For Huiying: Plz save this :D

For Quanyin: Save save& UPDATE YOUR BLOG

For Trenna: Save this! :D

2010-01-11T08:56:00.000-08:00

Guess what, i'm actually quite surprised by my results (well, not really)
Though my aim was to get 14points, i'm still satisfied with what i have.
AND, MOST IMPORTANTLY, I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I DID BETTER THAN MY BROTHER :D
Hehe, because usually my brother is much more 'smarter' than me
(that's what my mum said, because i have my dad's genes, and he's much more .. you know)
I also can't believe that i had B(?)'s for my English and C. Science!

Sadly, i'm less likely possible to get into my desired course. ):

Anyw, to those who did well, well done. To those who did not too well, continue studying hard!
don't broad over it because i believe that it has it's reasons
and that God has plans for us, so not to worry okay! Cheerup!

-

Went out with Xueqi& Peichuan after that, to tampines
we took a cab though.
Walked around and had late lunch/early dinner at KFC
while walking, Peichuan and I was so tired that our legs were aching
halfway, at UNIQLO, we got hyped up because Xueqi found great jackets!
sadly one of the designs doesn't have XL, so i had to take plain ones
but i still love them though :D
Home after that because it was late and shops were closing

2010-01-09T23:35:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is the day!
That we'll be collecting our GCE 'O'Level results, and i still feel nothing.
neither am i excited nor nervous
Anyway, gave work a miss because i had major rash breakout, again ):
I hate my rashes! Urgh ):
And, i'm having cramps, those very painful ones! ):
I guess it's a very bad day for me today, aye?

Shall upload some photos:

More to come .. :D

-

I just remembered something.
~~THIS~~TOMORROW IS THE DAY, ~~THIS~~TOMORROW IS THE DAY THAT THE LORD HAS MAKE, THAT THE LORD HAS MADE.
WE WILL REJOICE WE REJOICE ...

2010-01-08T07:44:00.000-08:00

Omg! I just watched "Taboo"
and, found that people drink their own pee!
Ew, it's damn disgusting okay *goosebumps*
And, people breastfeed piglets! ><

2010-01-03T09:49:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow, or rather in a few hours time, many have to attend school.
It's really weird, because i suddenly have the urge to study! -.-
Why did it all came at a wrong timing?!
Or maybe i'm too bored at home during the holidays, or just maybe i miss school.
Yes, you never heard me wrongly!

Gah, this sucks, seriously.
As time pass, it draws closer to the release of our Olevel results
Are you nervous? well, i'm not sure if i am.
I really pray hard that i'll attain 14points for L1R4 and NOT 40POINTS.

Anyway, to all those out there who's Sec4 this year, (Esp, Huisi& more)
plz study hard and don't regret, tyvm!
And, all the best :D

2009-12-30T03:18:00.000-08:00

Okay, forget it.
Since i'm using my computer now, i'll upload it then.
Most of them are here, but the other few will be in facebook!

We went 313@Somerset since Peichuan wants to see the 4 storey high F21 :D
Shopped, and she bought her boots while i didn't get anything
which is super sad because it seems like a wasted trip
She had KFC for late lunch while i had LongJohn.
We actually took turns, which wasted time.
Walked around, took photos inside the toilet then home-d!

Her shroom meal w/ cheeze fries!

My savoring meal :D

The F21 long Hoodie!
I actually wanted to get the black one,
was hesitating to get which color, so kept trying
ended up not getting it ):

Focusing the background, not her.

W/ flash, so we're very white.

Peichuan: Wahlau, you so daring to sit like that in the toilet
Kimberley: Lol, the people also don't care.

Smile smile smile!

You see 2 peichuans!

Me likey! ^^

-Seduction
(No! We're not lesbians -.-)

I actually liked how i edited the photo above.

Cocked up face kid.

OOF, on purpose.

Reflection

-

I actually uploaded all the photos on Facebook
but don't know why it failed on me! ):
Shall upload it another day.

2009-12-30T02:09:00.000-08:00

Have been asking people this recently ..
HOW ARE YOU GONNA SPEND THE LAST DAY OF 2009?

People will either say they're spending it with their friends, families or even their boyfriends.
Well, for me, i actually thought i'm gonna stay home because i can't find anyone else to accompany me, because they'll be busy with other people.
Till i asked Huiying, and YAY! I'm gonna spend it with her.
We're going to countdown and take lots of photos! :D

I'm so excited! ^^
Oh, and the photos taken yesterday with Peichuan will be updated soon
because i can't upload them to my brother's computer, so i have to use mine
but then my brother is in the master bedroom and my computer's there, so it's inconvenient.

-

Okay, this is so random but,
so far i've never really liked Lin JunJie songs
except one or two.
I like his new song - 第几个100天

2009-12-28T01:02:00.000-08:00

Deleted!
All was out of frustration ..

Anyw, out with Peichuan tomorrow! :D

2009-12-27T09:37:00.000-08:00

Soon, i'll be the one falling sick
because my throat has been tickling and my nose is running.
These few days, i slept alone, in my brother's room
Oh, did i mention that he's discharged?
But this doesn't mean that his wounds got better.
i bet it's just because the hospital needs more beds for other patients
so they had to 'kick' him out, literally.
At least he's not that emotional anymore, so there's less heartbreaks

And, on the 26th, it was my last day of work.
I'm happy that all these nightmares are over, but overall sad because i have to leave my friends which i've made.
I'm going to get my pay, only by January! D:
That's indeed very long! &I'm brokezxz, i need money to go out!

It's fucking cold right now, because the air-conditioner is on
if i off it, then it'll be stuffy and i don't like it.

Tag replies:
Shiguan; you are super lame.
Melvan; Nah, he admires someone else, haha!
Psb; Um, it's hard to explain.
Yanying; Thanks, i'm alright. Luv you.
Roy, Huiying, Amelia, Quanyin, Huiping, Peichuan, Yvonne; Thanks y'all, much appreciated ^^
Eunice; Will relink you soon.

2009-12-20T03:25:00.000-08:00

I don't know what else to do, sigh.
Seeing his face shows how painful he's leg is!
Ah .. the excruciating pain .. ):

He's one of the 3 chosen, among 50 people in the platoon, to enter OCS
but yet, things didn't turn out as expected.

2009-12-19T10:04:00.000-08:00

PERSONAL.

Halfway during work, i received a text message and it was bad news.
My brother got involved in a hit and run, and he's badly injured
that minute, i teared.
After much hesitation, i just took the rest of the day off and went to the hospital.
My brother had two operations and it took hours!
the doctor even showed us photos of his broken ankle.
It has a very very big hole, and i was shocked and obviously disgusted
when he came out of the operating theater and was sent back to his original ward
he cried and that broke my heart.
Even though we used to quarrel and i usually don't listen to his advice, he's still very important to me.
When i was leaving, i cried so hard.
Supposedly by tomorrow, my brother should be at Jurong, training to be an officer
but things just change in an blink of an eye.
His 3months of hardwork and sweat in NS has gone to waste, all his dreams has been crashed.
He actually wanted to earn money from being an officer (higher salary than admin staff in NS) and migrate to overseas to study with his friends.
And yesterday, he was packing his things and was all ready for training, but ...
Sigh, i don't know what else to say..

Now, i really wished that all these misfortune will befall on me and not anyone from my family.
I feel that i'm much more useless than my brother, and feels that all these things should happen to me, rather than him himself.
He aimed so hard to achieve something, yet things didn't work out.
I really pray that he'll be fine and that he'll still be able to carry out the promise he made with his bunch of friends in NS to migrate and study.
Even if i had to give him all the money i have and earned from work, i don't mind.
But the only thing is that, i can't get him to become an officer and work together with his friends ):

I hope that the driver who hit my brother's friend motorcycle will feel very guilty
and i really pray that the culprit will be caught.
That driver actually didn't give signal that he/she is changing lane! IRRESPONSIBLE.
and another lorry that passed by, didn't even care and call the police/ambulance
My brother and his friend was riding on a motorcycle, where my brother's friend is the one driving, the car just suddenly hit and run.
His friend only got abrasions at some parts while my brother got abrasions all over his body and has an broken ankle.
My relatives says that lady luck just wasn't with my brother ):

Sigh!
Thanks to those who cheered me up, like Roy and Zhiyong.
you guys are really great friends!
AND PEOPLE, PLEASE DO HELP TO KEEP MY BROTHER IN PRAYER
THANKS ALOT!

My eyes are red and swollen, and i don't feel like going to bed
neither do i feel like eating anything ):
Not only do i have to start to take care of my brother, there's still mummy and daddy to be taken care of.
I really do not want anything to happen to them, because they're the most precious to me
even if i have to live in the streets or so on, i still need/want them to be by my side though i sometimes do not like my dad.
No words can express how i'm feeling right now.

2009-12-16T21:40:00.000-08:00

Hey! I'm back! (Well, not really)
Just that today is my off day! :D
I'll update just as promised.
Working at ActionCity is tough, because we have to stand for 10hours everyday
and incentives earn at Parkway is way much lesser than Bugis
I miss working at Bugis because there'll be lots of customers and you wouldn't get bored.
And of course the higher salary.
Tuesday was my off day too, and i went out with Henglee
off to 313@Somerset, and Orchard central
Went to the big F21 at 313, and bought alot of things!
Ate LongJohn then bought my specs at central.
I'm totally broke ): All my money earned from Banquet are/is/were/was gone.
I know, i spend money like water, GAH. TT
Yesterday during break, i even shopped at MANGO because there were sales
$$ fly away again. D:

From tomorrow onwards, there wouldn't be any off days anymore.
So it'll be a workaholic week.
Oh and did i mention that there's a guy from work who 'stalks' me?
He's damn freaky and such an attention seeker! EW.
And another guy who is not so bad looking, me likeeeeeeeeeeee! HAHAHAHAH :X

Tag replies:
Yanying; Twin! INVITE ME TO YOUR BLOG LEY! Tsk ):
HuiYing; Hey! After 26? Because that'll be my last day of work.

2009-12-07T08:05:00.000-08:00

I know very act cute, don't need your comment!

Today went to work at ActionCity.
If i did not call in the morning to ask which destination should i go, i think it'll be an 'off' day then.
It's pretty fun! And the people there are damn friendly.
Even though i cried, because i've a timid heart and i cry easily, like a crybaby
just because one of them advice me, on how to promote the items, in a straightforward way.
But i still like working there, yet sad to say, tomorrow will be last day there and i'll be off to parkway's booth.
I sold in total 30 Mini Disco Apple speakers! :D Happy.
Incentives was like $30+! So i earn around $80? I hope i'm not wrong though.
Anyw, we had to take turns to eat our lunch and dinner
For lunch, i was alone. Then Dinner, PEICHUAN CAME TO FIND ME! YAY.
I luv her like hell! Heeeeeeeeeeee.
Soon after, went back and started working till 10+ and home by 11+.

My rashes are coming back again! Damn it ):
Supposingly it got alot better and almost disappeared, but now it's worse and there are alot of 'polkadots' (If you know what i mean)
Damn irritating! And bubble are starting to form on my hands and legs again! TT
It's very itchy, and i don't like it.
Oh dear Lord, please make it disappear asap! PLEASE.

2009-12-04T22:12:00.000-08:00

Gonna work later on! Sienzxz.
My arm muscles will start to ache again, i guess.
Anyway, Roy! Cheerup okay! (Even though you might not see this)
things will be alright eventually (:

Life had been meaningless ever since Olevels were over.
Everyone either just laze around and waste our holidays away,
or are preoccupied with work, like me.
The future days might be tiring, because it'll be hardcore working.
though ActionCity's pay is not that good.
Maybe i should try GoldenVillage, since it's double pay during the weekends
and since i have to skip church service from now onwards, why not work with a good pay so that it wouldn't go to waste? Mhm.
Or maybe find a work that saturday will be a off day?

Enough of work.
I'm just so tired of life, there's nothing much to do during the holidays
it's just so boring! Urgh.

Oh, and since i'm so preoccupied with work,
there isn't time for me to join my friends for a game of basketball.
I miss playing basketball with them ):

2009-12-03T21:19:00.000-08:00

A quick one before i go and meet my cuz.
This may be damn random but Twin, I LOVEEEEEEEE YOU :D
I think i've got to go, if not i'm gonna be late! D:

Bye readers, luv.

__________________________________________

I'm back! :D
Supposingly i posted, but mozilla firefox has to crash at the wrong time
end up everything's gone, so i have to retype everything again -.-
Outing with cuz to bugis was fun.
ate Mac for lunch and had shaker fries! :D
At bugis street, she saw her friends and they reminded her that they need to get some hiphop pants for dance, so we went to look around and search for it.
They bought something like harem pants, and i like!
Going to get one soon aye?
Her friends and us went seperate ways.
We walked around bugis junction and took photos, then home sweet home.
but before that, i went to have my fringe cut.
It has been irritating me lately, so yea!
Satisfied with the outcome :D

Shake shake shake!

This girl is sooooooooooooooooooo cute okay! ^^v

My cuz also very cute, hor? :D

__________________________________________________

Something special:

From this

and this

to ...

this! :D

2009-12-02T02:46:00.000-08:00

MY TOOTH HURTS LIKE HELL!!#@$@#$#$#$
i think i need to get it extracted instead of filling up the hole ):
confirm need injection ley, sienzxz.
Adult tooth somemore! The very very back one. D:

2009-11-30T03:22:00.000-08:00

Okay, so i changed my blogskin.
Well, not everything but just the photos and such
I was too bored, so yea D:
i didn't have much inspirations, so it's just a simple one.

2009-11-29T01:21:00.000-08:00

Hi, i'm back.
What a formal introduction aye? D:
anyway, had service yesterday but before that, went to the JumbleLumbleSale.
was kind of lost when we're getting there.
Oh, and supposingly i was going alone, but since Yanying and Huiping were on the way
we decided to meet up and go together.
Instead of taking the bus and reaching the correct destination(we missed stops), we ended up taking cab.
Service, and went to fellowship at WhiteSands
then off to PS to watch NEWMOON!
YES, NEW MOON! It's out already, you don't have to wait till 3rd Dec anymore.

Well, all i can say is that NewMoon was kind of disappointing.
there wasn't much ending, seriously D:
And, we missed the front part! Sienzxz.
After that, took cab back home since there were no more transportation
reached home at 3am :O

And, before i forget, i saw someone from the christian ministry from our school when working
she attended someone's wedding, so i was serving her table..
If i'm not wrong, she's Miss Way yan? I don't know how to spell -.-
I shall end off here! Photos another time.

2009-11-27T08:39:00.000-08:00

Work ended an hour ago.
Yes, i'm working, at suntec!
I'm working for the banquet company, as a waitress -.-
Today is the second day of work, and it's damn tiring.
my legs will ache without fail okay!
Imagine you standing straight there for hours, then have to keep refill people's drinks
and serve them their dishes!
And the dishes were damn heavy! My hands were shaking -.-
I made alot of mistakes, and i can tell that my captain was kind of upset with me
but still, they were very friendly :D
I made new friends too, like Danny, JiaHuan and Roy.
Second day of working is like a whole month of working, seriously
i bet those that worked with me, or who is in-charge of my team was pissed off
because i made alot of mistakes, even yesterday! ):
And, i'm really sorry because i seem to be like adding their burden.
oh, and if i'm the one serving you, you'll surely be disappointed with me D:
Yes, this is how bad my service is.
It's not on purpose, but it's unintentional! ):
I think today is the last day of working for the banquet team
because I'll start working in ActionCity, and its a 6day per week job
meaning i only have one off day once a week and it's not during the weekends
which also means that i can't attend church service ):

I shall go to bed naoz, am already dead beat.

2009-11-23T06:05:00.000-08:00

A quick 'advertisement'!

ALL LADIES OUT THERE!
DO YOU LOVE SHOPPING? I BET YOU DO.
JOIN ME THIS FRIDAY& SATURDAY TO THE JUMBLELUMBLE SALE!
well, if you don't wanna join, you can just go with your friends :D
It's just like a flea, cheap and lots of varieties!

As stated, just alight at Kembangan and take bus 32
then when you spot pink balloons, that's the destination!
For more inquiries, mail jumblelumblesale@live.com

2009-11-23T01:58:00.000-08:00

Photos were taken the day before (saturday).
There were alot of things that took place these few days, and i'm lazy to elaborate.
I just went out with Twin& Henglee to places
then church, and went to play L4D2 with some cell mates at PlazaSing
which was yesterday.
Ate Astons too, at Suntec! :D First time and was very satisfied though the long queue. ^^

P/S: I just don't like it when people cancel dates with me last minute.
Supposed to go gym today, but ... nevermind.
Anyw, decided to work for ActionCity instead, since it's much more popular within people.
going for interview this Wednesday, i guess?
Anyone who wants to join me, you may, and you're welcome.

2009-11-20T02:33:00.000-08:00

Hey readers, i need your help!
Should i work at Helen or Action City?

HELEN
- $5 per hour
- Attire: Full black

ACTION CITY
-$5 per hour
(w/ incentives during christmas, which depends on how much/well you sell)
-Attire: Their uniform

So which should i go for?!
Please tag at my tagboard.

2009-11-18T09:10:00.000-08:00

HENGLEE IS AFRAID OF COCKROACHES!
AHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
Didn't know this brother of mine so niang, ahahha!

Anyw, going out tmrw with Twin! :D
will blog about class chalet soon, with photos! ^^
i'm gonna get my sleep, since it's 130am already.
Nights readers!

2009-11-17T22:49:00.001-08:00

Went to browse through some old photos, and i found a photo ..

I CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS ONCE SO SKINNY!
OMG! Then now like one fat pig like that, wahlau!
I didn't even photoshop the photo okay!
Urgh, i'm lamenting already D:
then my skin used to be less flawless than now lorrrrrrrrrr.
Sigh, my rash are getting worse and i don't like it
because it's irritating, ugly and painful ):

2009-11-17T09:11:00.000-08:00

Bloody bastard, stop irritating me, you shitty arse!
DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE VERY IRRITATING?!
Stop messaging me, for goodness sake!

Urgh, now i regretted knowing you.
Dumbarse! !$!@$@#%

2009-11-15T01:46:00.000-08:00

Happy Sweet Sixteen!
hope you'll like the present, luvs.

2009-11-14T07:12:00.000-08:00

Nobody's tagging again! I shall remove it soon, and never put it back >:/

Anyway, i shall blog about these few days, since so many things happened.

Thursday - Friday morning;
Had cell group chalet! Stayed over (:
Went early to meet some of the guys, bought 12bottles of drinks in total!
after that, went to our destination, TANAH MERAH SAFRA/ NRSCC(?)
I must seriously say that the place we stay in is damn gorgeous and huge :D
no kidding! My first time okay.
It's like a bungalow, with CLEAN toilet and super comfy, me like!
unlike the chalets in Changi, EastCoast or Downtown East.
It's way much better, and no insects okay!
and this time, i dared to bathe (because usually in chalets at Downtown, the toilets are damn disgusting and there's alot of insects that irks me, so i didn't wanted to bathe)
Played Wii and ugly dolls! DAMN FUN! :D
then went to the swimming area, sat in jacuzzi! Actually wanted to swim but no appropriate attire - swimming costume.
Went back, played ugly dolls again and camwhored!
BBQ-ed! I ATE ALOT OF CHICKEN WINGS, DAMN NICE :D
there were lots of food, and MARSHMELLOW! Yum.
Watched 'Jing Tian Yi' after that and slept!
4 people sharing two beds! kinda squeezy, haha.
Woke up early in the morning and went back, that's about it.

Me, Bingbing, Sarah& Liqin

Yummy chicken wings :D

Stewpiddd face!

Following photos with Sarah:

Friday afternoon:
Slept, woke up and met Henglee
wanted to watch 2012, but they're left with first row seats
and it's $10, so gave it a miss.
Walked around, ate at LongJohn and off to Orchard Central
it's damn big, and complicated D:

Saturday(today):
Woke up, went to meet online buyers
home and prepared to go to Quanyin's BBQ to celebrate her advance birthday
Fyi, it's at Yingshi's house that area, so it's near :D
Soaked our foots in jacuzzi, help to open some food package and BBQ-ed
after that, they pushed Quanyin down the pool, and she was all wet
then tempted some people, including me, to swim but we didn't had extra clothes
so i went back home, since it's near, and took some clothes and towels for them
Swimmed, and slowly one by one went home.
Camwhored and went to dry our bottoms in the sauna room
washed ourselves, and wore the dry clothes back and homed!

Her present from Twin& I :D

2009-11-11T08:35:00.000-08:00

Hello readers! (If there is any, which i doubt)
FINALLY, ALL THE OLEVEL PAPERS ARE OVER! *Insert huge smile*
went for Job Hunting today with Henglee at Tampines!
Found alot, so i'm just gonna wait for their calls :D

Anyway, some to-do list!
- Medicure/Pedicure (or just simple ones that i'll do for myself)
- Highlight/Dye/Reborn hair
- SHOPPINGGGGGGG! (if i have the money)
- Chalet/BBQs!
- Watch my dramas

I know certain things i'm gonna do are very vain! :X
Yay, no more schooling! But i already miss secondary school life
plus with no schooling, what can i do everyday?
Before everyone even started taking their Olevels, they wished for holidays to come faster so that they can do things they like
but to think again, what can they do? More than 3 months ley!
Everyday stay at home and be a potato couch?!
even if they work everyday, won't it be tooooooooooooooo boring?

Ah, I GOT ALOT OF DANDRUFF! TT
I need to do something about it alreadyyyyyyyyy, my head is itching like hell ):
and then it's like snowing! D:
(I know very disgusting, i don't need your comment!)

2009-11-10T02:16:00.000-08:00

I think i'm going to be the first one to bang the wall when it comes to collecting our Olevel results.
If i really couldn't get into my desired course, or even to poly, i'll really be depressed.
Tomorrow is the last paper, then its the start of holidays!
the thing that we are all looking forward to.
Yes, that's what i used to think! Because i'll still have to worry about the outcome.
I DIE DIE MUST AT LEAST GET INTO POLY, IF NOT IT'LL REALLY BE DISAPPOINTING ):
Seriously, i don't have confidence in myself at all.
it's not that i don't trust God, it's just that something is pulling me back
I have this fear inside me. ):

Rar.
Anyw, something irrelevant.
ME WANNA DYE THIS COLOURRRRR! HAHAHA.
okay, i know it's exaggerating :X

2009-11-08T08:23:00.000-08:00

Hihi, something short and sweet!
Must listen to this song! Verryyyyyyyyyyyyy nice! :D

靜止了所有的花開
jing zhi le suo you de hua kai
Coming to a standstill, all the flowers' bloom

遙遠了清晰了愛
yao yuan le qing xi le ai
Too far apart, this love becomes clear

天鬱悶愛卻很喜歡
tian yu men ai que hen xi huan
The sky is gloomy, yet love adores it

那時候我不懂這叫愛
na shi hou wo bu dong zhe jiao ai
At that time I did not understand this was called love

*你喜歡站在那窗台
ni xi huan zhan zai na chuang tai
You like standing by the windowsill

你好久都沒再來
ni hao jiu dou mei zai lai
It’s been a long time, since you’ve been back

彩色的世界染上空白
cai se de shi jie ran shang kong bai
My colorful world is tainted with emptiness

是你流的淚暈開
shi ni liu de lei yun kai
It's your tears that smudged it

不要你離開
bu yao ni li kai
Don’t want you to leave

距離隔不開
ju li ge bu kai
Distance cannot separate us

思念變成海
si nian bian cheng hai
When memories turn into an ocean

在窗外進不來
zai chuang wai jin bu lai
It's outside the window, unable to enter

原諒說太快
yuan liang shuo tai kuai
Forgiveness is said too fast

愛成了阻礙
ai cheng le zu ai
Love became an obstacle

手中的風箏放太快回不來
shou zhong de feng zhen fang tai kuai hui bu lai
The kite in hand, released too fast, is never to return

不要你離開
bu yao ni li kai
Don’t want you to go

回憶劃不開
hui yi hua bu kai
Memories cannot be drawn apart

欠你的寵愛
qian ni de chong ai
The affections I owe you

我在等待重來
wo zai deng dai cong lai
I wait for another chance

天空仍燦爛
tian kong reng can lan
The sky remains splendid

它愛著大海
ta ai zhe da hai
And still loving the sea

#情歌被打敗
qing ge bei da bai
The ballad has been defeated

愛已不存在
ai yi bu cun zai
Love no longer exists

Repeat * #

2009-10-16T09:17:00.000-07:00

HIATUS
will not reply messages or even answer calls!
so don't contact me unless it's about school work.

Before that, gonna post about what happened today :D
I did a very bad thing, and i think MrSingh gave up hope on me already.
I usually sleep in his class, and today i practically didn't went for his lessons and just went away though he know i went to school.
After school, went CCK to get my loots and met my cuz.
didn't really expected to meet her, cause it was a last minute thing
so walked around Lot1 and off to her house.
Tried studying, and got distracted by watching Autumn's Concerto with her sister(older cuz) :D
A very nice drama! MUST WATCH!

This is SHARMAINE, and she is fucking cute!
now she has long hair, and she says she likes it better ^^

Younger cuz

Older cuz
-they're sisters, one older than me by a year, another younger than me by 2years :D

2009-10-14T02:52:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry but the problem lies within me
so should i or should i not? :/
& when will i realize that time is running out?

2009-10-02T07:46:00.000-07:00

"The difference between the impossible and the possible lies within the person's determination"

- Tommy Lasord

Had graduation service today!
Recieved a disc, and watched it just now, kinda touching.
And, i saw my photo! DAMN SHOCKING -.-

Seriously, I'm already missing Secondary school life.
I used to say that Secondary school life is the worse because alot of unhappy things happened
and i would dread staying, but to think again, it wasn't all that.
Especially when Chiuwen joined us!
& before she even did, i thought i'll be all alone :/
I know alot of people used to dislike me, and even now
because of how i USED to be.
I already tried changing, and am still thankful to have people around me who is very nice.

Oh, and my brother booked out today! :D
He's tanned, and MUSCULAR! (even though he's small size still) AHHAHAHAHAHAH.

2009-10-01T07:04:00.000-07:00

Lost the determination, lost the urgency to study.
How? ):

2009-09-29T05:27:00.000-07:00

THIS?

or THIS?

or even THIS?

All $35 each! D:

i need opinions by 4th october!
off to studying ..

2009-09-28T03:35:00.000-07:00

I had a dream last night.
And i really wished it could happen, and yet, not.
I'm just so uncertain about things

2009-09-23T03:52:00.000-07:00

My Prelim results are still as demoralizing ):
English - C6
Maths - B3
Combine Science - E8
Combine Humanities - D7
POA - D7

I thought i can do well for Combine Humanities, but SocialStudies still pulled me down
just because of the SBQs'! ):
Ah, i hate doing sbq, because i'm bad at inferring/thinking outside the box, damn it.
I can't imagine i did so badly for Science! EVEN WITH TUITION -.-

2009-09-22T05:37:00.000-07:00

(Click the photos to enlarge them)

(Zhilian at home first lah! Hahaha!)

This photo is suppose to be ultra dark.
I tried editing it, and this is what i got!

Oo, i like the light reflection :D

'Eternity'

I like this, even though my head cut off! TT

I was laughing away ..

I like! :D

My jumpshot!

Huiying's jumpshot.

Edited!

We tried taking jumpshot together with self-timer, but failed.
and i was laughing away, again ..

Edited!

I rmb rotating the photo! But it came out like that ):
anyw, the heart is to hide our hideous face, LOL!

I like! :D

She look different and nicer here, don't you think?
(she looks more mature?)

I like the following photos below! :D
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She's afraid of me! LOL.

Looks like i'm bullying her uh?

Cute hor, the captions? :D

Me, being spastic. (Look at my expression)

We shall end off with a kiss! HAHAH :X
yes, indeed, i'm crazy.

There's still more, will upload them again soon.

2009-09-22T04:46:00.000-07:00

Happy
because .. I've got 71/100 for Maths paper2!
didn't really expected that to happen, even Mr Lim was shocked!

Sad
because .. Maths paper1 still pulled me down :/
I've got 19/45 for Chemistry paper2 section A.
didn't get back section B yet, but confirm cmi.
Oh, and i edited the photos halfway, and the stupid editor couldn't work now ):
Ah, shan't care, i'll just upload those photos! (in the next post)

2009-09-20T09:13:00.000-07:00

Happy belated birthday to Gladys Lim! (:
(not sure if you're gonna see this though)

It's really damn contradicting when i removed my tagboard, people wanted to tag!
because usually, with my tagboard around, NOBODY LEAVES A COMMENT!
so i'm still thinking whether to replace it back.
Out with Huiying today, took lots of photos with my bro's DSLR!
Hoho, satisfied with the outcome (:
gonna post a proper update soon, with the photos that we took
(after i transfer them to the computer)

Sweetest, yet gayest. HAHAHAHHAH
i know i'll be dead meat when you see this. (:

2009-09-18T10:22:00.001-07:00

TOO MUCH ONLINE SHOPPING = DEPLETING BANK ACCOUNT
i should stop, but i couldn't (insert sad face)

2009-09-16T23:26:00.000-07:00

No, i'm not pretty
not at all